about the site
this is my shadowy little corner of the internet away from the horrors of social media. i don't know if you'll find anything useful here; only the ramblings of a boygirl who loves the moon. but feel free to look around.
the purpose of this site is to have some sort of online representation of who i am. after all, there's not much here besides my own thoughts and interests and feelings. i imagine it's going to be useless to most people. or even stupid. but for me, this is where the fun is at - documenting and writing about useless, niche garbage online. the best hobby in the world!
another purpose is to have a personal online space to speak on. with social media, posting about something in a 'weird' way is a death sentence. i talk about an interest 'too seriously', and suddenly i'm being mocked, like i'm a middle schooler with undiagnosed autism again. a lot of social media has become like that; a place for glorified playground bullying, where people rot their brains into thinking that biting their comrade's hands instead of the oppressor's is 'activism'... but i digress.
so, obviously, i'm mostly making this website for myself. but if someone can find something useful or interesting here, or feel otherwise entertained by what i write, then i'd be really happy.
you can find my site's button on the 'social media' page. a sitemap is in progress.
you can call me azure, macaque, hunter, or bede. i use he / moon / bun / fae / she pronouns. i'm a girl and a boy. i'm a femme bisexual, and i'm also autistic and i have bpd.
putting aside my media interests (of which there are many), i like psychology, art, animation, queer history and misc animals. i'm also interested in the culture around things like self-ship and 2d love, alterhumanism and otherkinism, xenogenders and general gender fuckery, and fandom. i dislike capitalism ♡ my extended 'about me' can be found here.